I was on my home from a
visit to my parents' in Virginia when the radio began to flood us
with news about a shooting that happened in a theater down the street
from my home in Aurora, Colorado.
It is now over half of a
year since that horrible day and the Century theater has reopened to
the public.
In the days and weeks that
followed, I (as were many) was left to wonder how such a thing could
take place. What could drive a human being to commit such an inhuman
act?
Such was a question I
could not answer. I couldn't even begin to make sense of the
situation. Instead, I began to focus on the good of humanity. A
quote surfaced shortly after the tragedy at Newtown which was
extremely beneficial for a countless number of people when dealing
with tragedy. It was from Fred Rogers, and he said,
“When
I was a boy and I would see scary things in the news, my mother would
say to me, ‘Look for the helpers. You will always find people who
are helping.’ To this day, especially in times of ‘disaster,’ I
remember my mother’s words, and I am always comforted by realizing
that there are still so many helpers - so many caring people in this
world.”
Instead
of focusing on the evil that humanity was capable of, I
decided to go on a journey to find a group of people who truly were
“the caring people in this world” that Mr. Rogers had described.
What I found was quite unexpected but I find myself extremely
thankful that such a group dedicated
to the principles of love and tolerance is out there regardless of
what may be said of them.
Enter
the bronies.
Never
in my life could I have predicted that I'd be sitting down to write
an article on any incarnation of My Little Pony, let alone multiple
articles.
“I
don't think anybody could,” a fan of the show named Dustykat
Rhoades told me. “I grew up in the 70's and 80's, and the 80's
version of the ponies was just horrible. There's no way you could
have predicted it would come back this strong but Lauren Faust got
her hands on it and coming out of Dexter's Labratory and Foster's
Home for Imaginary Friends and Power Puff Girls, all shows which I
loved – once I found out that she was the one behind it, I thought
yeah, it's going to be good.”
Perhaps
calling Dusty a fan is an
understatement. He hosts 'Stay Brony My Friends', where he's
interviewed many of the people involved with the show. I had talked with some of the people involved
with making the show, but I had yet to actually talk with one of the
adult followers known as bronies and pegasisters.
I
asked him how he was introduced to it. “We were playing AD&D
here at a roomate's house,” he said. “One evening after playing
they said come on we need to watch a show, and I said 'what show is
this?' and they said 'My Little Pony' and I thought, of course, are
you crazy? And they said no, it's a good show don't worry about it.
I've known these gentlemen for 20 years and they knew what I like and
I knew what they like. We had been in a lot of fandoms.”
“We
sat down and watched the first half of the first season by the time I
was too tired to watch anymore,” he continued. “So we were up
until 4 or 5 in the morning watching it. It was pretty cool.”
I was
curious if people had treated him differently since he had started
watching the show. “Not really,” he said. “Most of my friends
know I'm a little weird anyway. I've been in the comic book,
animation and all that stuff my entire life. You wouldn't think that
I'd be like this 45-year-old biker dude who's into Disney and Pixar
and science fiction and comic books and animation and all this other
stuff anyway so, it was just another extension of something that I
like.”
I
asked how bronies treated one another. “Most people generally
interact with each other well especially at a convention,” he said.
“Everybody is happy to be there, happy to see the voice actors,
happy to be able to buy those little trinkets they haven't been able
to find anywhere else. Singing, dancing, just an all over feeling of
joy being with people that get it instead of people that don't.”
I've
always been a huge Trekkie all of my life having been to five Star
Trek conventions in the past, so what he said next hit home for me.
“It's sort of like a Trekkie at a Star Trek convention,” he said.
“They can wear their ears and their costumes and their uniforms
and can speak Klingon to other people and can have a conversation.
They're with like-minded souls. It's the same thing, where you end
up getting very happy to be able to discuss the finer reasons why
Twilight Sparkle is better than Rainbow Dash, or whatever you want to
talk about.”
ALICORNGATE
Finally,
I asked Dusty about a very delicate subject that had received much
chatter and controversy within the community as of late. It was
revealed that one of the main characters in the show, the bookworm
unicorn known as Twilight Sparkle, would be transformed into an
alicorn princess during the season's finale, a role in par with her
superior, Princess Celestia.
Alicorngate, courtesy of The Hub
I was
not sure how to approach the subject or even if I should. As a
Trekkie, it would be like my reaction to the idea of the first 'Next
Generation' movie having James Kirk and Jean Luc Picard meet and
greet while the Enterprise-D was destroyed. I'm glad I did as his
answer seemed very level-headed.
“I
believe in M. A. Larson,” he said, referring to a writer of the
show. “If Hasbro has made the on-high that we need to make
Twilight Sparkle and alicorn to sell toys, they will make it work
because they've done it time and time again - that when Hasbro comes
and says we need to sell a toy, they make it work and they make it
awesome. I have complete faith in DHX and the writers.”
In
researching for this article and reaching out to other members of the
community, I seem to find the same pattern of thought. There may be
some reservations to the idea but for the most part I have seen many
people posting a picture of a button which reads, 'I BELIEVE IN M A
LARSON'.
I
asked one of the cast members, Peter New, about the controversy. “I
really only know what I have read about on Twitter,” he said. I
can’t really speak about it. It’s a thing,
obviously that the
writers have decided to go and do and I have learned in my long and
varied career
that one must put one’s faith in the writer. That’s
what I do and that’s what I would recommend. In
terms of what is
happening, how it’s happening, any of the questions people seem to
be having about it
I really don’t have any answers. It’s a
question for the writers.”
“I
actually believe in Megan McArthey a little bit more than I believe
in M. A. Larson because M.
A. Larson is, thus far, a figment,” he
joked concerning another writer for the show. “Megan McArthey I
have met and seen with my own eyes so she has
proven herself to me
whereas M. A. Larson I think might be a robot.
”
Peter
provides the voice of several characters in the show including the
large farmhand brother of one of the main characters (Applejack), a
red stallion named Big Macintosh (or Big Mac for short).
THE
ART OF THE VOICE
Peter
told me some of the details which goes into being a voice for the
show.
“It’s
an interesting
quandary being a voice actor,” he said, “because
the assumption of course is that you know everything about what’s
going on but the reality is that you know very little. We record
these episodes months in
advance usually and of course when we
record them we don’t have a picture, we just have lines of text.
So people will want to know things about what’s happening in the
picture which we will have no clue about and it’s ever surprising
when you actually finally do see a show what happened. You think
well that joke makes sense to me now, now that I see what’s
happening. I know I saw it written down but I
couldn’t picture
it.
People will ask you about, ‘was the fact that the character
was red anything to do with the voice that you came up with?’ Well
no I didn’t know the character was red. I had no idea. I just saw
Horse number one. Magnum is another example. That was just Rarity’s
father and the fanbase named the character Magnum and I quite liked
that for a name for that character, I think it’s very funny.
I
played Dr. Stable in the Daring Do episode and again, it’s not
called Dr. Stable, it’s just called Doctor.
Magnum
Peter
told me about the development of the voices and how much of the time
the cast is left in the dark when it comes to the show's development.
“A
lot of the time, too, you’ll just get thrown these voices on
the fly,” he said. “I’ll be standing there because I
played
something else in the episode perhaps and they’ll just say, 'ok
Peter can you read this doctor character?’ and I’ll say, ‘uh ok
uh, something official like this?’ and they’ll say ‘push it a
little this way or little bit that way’ and then you go and that’s
it, and that’s how you come up with the character voice. It’s
very quick a lot of the time. You forget entirely about it because
months go by and then all of a sudden people are interested in asking
you things about a character that you don’t even remember playing
because it happens so quickly and there were only a few lines. Then
I find myself on whichever of the fansites seems to have the most
information so that I can sound like I know what I’m talking about
when people ask me the questions.
“Basically
any fansite that I’ve ever been to, from Equestria Daily to DerpyHooves News to whatever else - usually it’s
one or the other that
has the insight first that I need.”
“The
fans know before I know usually,” he laughed.
I
asked him about his thoughts concerning being one of the only men
involved in the show. “In Pony I have been the only man in the
room sometimes when we record these things but I
don’t find any
issue with that at all,” he said. “I respect the performers that
I work with, male or female, and there’s a tremendous amount of
talent coming out of everybody that I work with in general. So I’m
able
to learn every time I walk in that room. To me, discovery is
the central tenant of the artist process and if you’re not learning
and challenging yourself and discovering something then you’re
done as an artist. So I find that gender doesn’t really play into
it for me at all. Ashley Ball is a
tremendous talent, she’s
fantastic to watch. Andrea Libman is a tremendous talent, she’s
fantastic to
watch. Etc. I
can’t really point at
anybody that I work with on either of these
shows that I wouldn’t say that same thing about.
”
FROM
PONIES TO A PET SHOP
I had
noticed that much of the talent from My Little Pony also had gone
into making another show called 'Littlest Pet Shop', a show which
airs on the same network (The Hub). I was curious if there was a
reasoning behind that. “I don’t think there’s anything
particular behind that,” Peter said. “I think there’s a very
small but very talented
pool of voice actors in Vancouver and I
think Hasbro was happy with the work the studio was doing on
Pony
and decided to trust them with Pet Shop as well. So that in and of
itself is going to
bring in a number of the same people in terms of
the animators and what not. Then in terms of voice
casting I think
– again I’m speculating here – if I were casting, let’s put
it that way, I
would be of two minds about it and I would say on one
hand I trust these actors that I’ve worked with
on the one show to
come to this other show and do fine work, but on the other hand I
don’t want to
overuse a particular voice because I worry that even
talented voice actors carry a similar timber in their pitch that they
carry from character to character and, if you’re adapt at it, you
can
usually hear something in my voice that’s in Big Macintosh
that’s also in Rarity’s father and also in Sunil and also in
whatever else I’ve done in that show. So I think there’s, on
the one hand, faith in the performer so you want to use the performer
but then on the other hand
there’s a little bit of skepticism that
you’re worried about.
“That
all said,” he continued, “there was an audition process and
those of us that are on both shows just happened to be lucky enough
to pass in
both of those cases. It’s not that any of us were
asked to come over from one show to the other, so far
as I know. I
think everybody was auditioned and read for parts and satisfied the
producers concerns is
my guess. In other words, the faith in the
performance over-met the worry that it would be over-used.
I’m
not sure there was any conscious casting in terms of if we use this
actor then we can try and bring
one fanbase over to the other
fanbase. Obviously there was some hope I think in that if they used
some
of our names in a press release before the premier that they
might cross-
contaminate the fanbase there but I think that came
after. I think the principle concern that any good
producer has is
making a good project.
”
FAME
AND OBSCURITY
I
wondered, if people generally did not treat Dusty differently because
of his admiration for ponies, did people treat Peter differently on a
professional level?
“Not
particularly, no,” he said. “What’s interesting is whenever I
go to one of these conventions, for instance,
it’s like being famous for a weekend. As soon as you walk in a
door of one of those places you
are famous and it’s fantastic and
strange and humbling and wonderful, but as soon as I get home nobody
knows who I am anymore except for people that know me. I tend not to
get stopped on the
street for this and I tend not to get recognized
obviously because I’m not a face.
“I
get recognized more
for TV commercials that I’ve done than I get
recognized for My Little Pony,” he said. “It’s very rare that
I’ve been
recognized for My Little Pony. So it really is this
kind of fractured experience in a way. I feel very much
like a
celebrity whenever I’m talking to or in the midst of this
tremendous community and then very
much anonymous when I get home.
I think that’s sort of a fantastic difference. If the question is
‘has it
changed the way people treat you’, very much yes but
only in specific circumstances.
“I
love it, don’t get me wrong,” he continued. “I do love it, I
think it’s fantastic, but it’s certainly an interesting ride. I
can
hardly believe it’s happening to me frankly. It’s very
strange. Not that it’s happening or not what’s
happening –
you’re sort of operating in your own life and doing your own thing
and you pull on this one thread and get one part and it leads to this
notoriety and everything happens normally. Then, all of a
sudden
you’re standing on a stage in front of four thousand people just
outside of New York and people
are cheering at you and everything
that has lead up to that moment is one small natural next step, and
yet once you get there it’s huge and remarkable. It’s my first
real experience with that and somehow I
guess I always imagined that
it would be different and it isn’t. It seems like a very normal
natural thing
and yet it seems like a very strange and unique thing
all at once. It’s a marvel and it’s very much a
difficult thing
to get one’s head around, but it’s lovely. I wouldn’t trade
it.
”
On the
subject of famous anonymity, I could not help but bring up something
that I had seen a few days ago. I was pulling through a McDonald's
drive through when I spotted on the back of the SUV that I was behind
a decal of a side character that I had written about before in my
previous articles, the snobbish (but now reformed) show-magician pony
named Trixie. I had just decided to do this article a day or so
before seeing that, and I had to ask my wife (who was in the car with
me) if what I was seeing was really there.
“It
is absolutely fascinating to me,” Peter said when I told him this,
“because again, like you I would have thought well, Fluttershy and
Pinkie
Pie and the main six are the ones that are going to get the
most attention and they do get the most
attention, but it really
does surprise me how much attention side characters get and even side
characters
on the order of Vinyl Scratch. I didn’t even recognize
it because I was so surprise to see it but there was a guy who was
cosplaying as Magnum, Rarity’s father that
I played.” Peter
told me that he thinks this was at a convention in New Jersey. “I
thought that was astonishing that he would take the time to put that
particular
character together as opposed to Big Macintosh, or as
opposed to one of the Wonderbolts or a royal guard
or whatever. He
chose Rarity’s dad and I was supremely flattered by that.
”
Tom Selleck cosplaying as Magnum
“If
there’s a character in the show anywhere,” he said, “even if he
doesn’t speak or she only has one line, someone is probably
cosplaying as that character somewhere and is really devoted to that
particular character. Every character has a fan which is remarkable.
It’s remarkable.
”
THE
MEN WHO STARE AT PONIES
I
could not help but touch on something that happened at one of the
Pony conventions that I had written about before. Having had family
and friends that had served in the military (and some that are still
in service), I greatly appreciated where a crowd cheered for a
reservist who came to the convention in uniform.
“There’s
much that happens in this community which is very refreshing,”
Peter said. “I went out for drinks in
Seattle with a couple of
guys, one of them was Dusty, and I had this realization at one point
that there’s
no other thing that would have brought those four
people together. One of the guys
there works at NASA, and helped
put Curiosity on Mars.”
“You’re
sitting there going, how did I end
up having beers with these four
people who otherwise, outside of the fandom, would have no reason to
talk to one another whatsoever? I think that’s remarkable and that
kind of experience happens all the
time, and the number of people
that tell me about the tremendous ways that the show has impacted
their lives is supremely humbling, how much it has actually,
legitimately helped people deal with their
circumstances
and cope with problems that
they couldn’t deal
with before the show came along. My
very
small part in that is humbling. All these things touch me and
make the show, the thing that Lauren (Faust)
created remarkable. I feel very lucky to be a part of it
“I
think there’s a tendency for the uninitiated to think that there’s
something very weird going
on,” Peter
said concerning the fandom,
“and indeed
when I first heard about bronies, obviously you think, that’s
curious. Why
would a group of grown men be interested in a show for
little girls? It’s a paradox in our society. But as
soon as you
do any kind of scratching at the surface you realize that this is a
group of people who, very
much like Trekkies I find, are interested
in a community and they’re interested in overcoming differences to
work together to solve a problem, to broaden their horizons. I think
that is a truly
wonderful thing. So I’ve been very moved by the
My Little Pony fan community.
”
After
having written the previous articles and becoming so involved in the
community, many of the fans have reached out to me and I've even
become friends with some of them.
When I asked one of
those people who I had made friends with how the show affected
him, he said, “It,
well, simplified a lot for me. Being able to watch such a happy show
every weekend really relieved a lot of stress, made me a lot more
easy going.”
A
YEARNING FOR INNOCENCE
Before
my trip to Virginia and about
a month before the tragedy in Aurora, I had watched the first episode
of My Little Pony. It
was a
two-part episode. Like Dusty, I was already a big fan of the other
shows that the same people who had worked on My Little Pony had been
involved with. Someone had told me about it already, but when I
heard that one of the episodes featured Star Trek alumni John De
Lancie, I knew I had to give it a try. After all, the very first
Trekkie convention I had ever been to had
hosted John De Lancie, so in some strange degree I was already
invested in it.
It
wasn't until that long drive home when I started to think about the
huge following that the show had received. I had a lot of time to
think during those long hours of driving across the United States to
get from the east coast to the Midwest and I had to find something to
fill my mind with other than the events that were unfolding back in
Colorado. I found myself contemplating on how a show for little
girls could gain such a momentum among fully grown adults.
I
wondered what it was that drove some people towards evil, while
others yearn for something more pure.
“I
think the show offers an alternative,” Peter
said. “I think Star Trek
did the same thing ultimately. It doesn’t
have to be one way or
the other. We can look for answers in the middle. How one does that
is to really
look at the opposites. I think a lot of the
time people don’t really look at the opposites. They see the
evil
and then they sort of rail against it or they run away into the
innocent and they disappear into the
pure.
I feel like one could assume that’s what’s happening with
Friendship is Magic but I don’t think it is
because I think the
lessons in it are too strong, much like with Star Trek. So I think
while initially you might feel like I just want to just shut my eyes
and close my ears to the real world and visit this place where it’s
always lovely.
“The
thing is it isn’t always lovely. They do have to fight for what
they believe in. I think that works as an excellent metaphor for
those kinds of experiences and I think it does offer new ways to
approach arguments. My hope for the show and to the fandom is that
it does create
a change in the way that our western society
approaches and copes
with these kinds of issues because it can seem
very polarized when you listen to the news. It can seem
like
there’s only this way and there’s only that way and the people
that believe in this way don’t believe
in that way and the people
that believe in that way don’t believe in this way. The
middle ground is
usually acceptable for everyone but nobody talks
about it. Nobody talks about actually sitting down for
beers with
the four people that you never would have met and realizing that of
course you have a
common ground because we’re all human and we all
just want a better world for our children. We
all
just want to get along and have a lovely time. It’s easy to
get bogged down and I think the show kind of reminds us that we don’t
have to. I’m a big
fan of the alternative answer. I’m a big
fan of saying well, ok well there is this and there is that, but
what else? There’s this, AND
there's that, not or.”
My
pony friend that I mentioned before also enjoys watching a very well
known show that airs on AMC called 'Breaking Bad'. I asked him how
he went from watching something like that to watching My Little Pony.
“I am so commonly watching shows with a darker and violent tone,”
he said, “that shows as innocent as MLP really even it out for me.
I don't remember how exactly I started watching, because it has been
over a year now but I'm sure it just balanced everything out so well
is why it instantly became interesting to me.”
ON
WRITING AND COMEDY
Peter
has been involved in many fronts of show business, from writing to
producing to stage and screen. I asked if he had any plants to
return to the writing field. “I
do have plans to return,” he
said.
“I’ve written a
few feature length screenplays that I’m not very good at trying to
sell.
”
Peter
laughed then continued, “I’ve
been thinking lately about getting back on that train. It gets a bit
frustrating at that level for me.
You write a thing and then you’re
proud of it and then there’s a whole lot of work that you have to
do to
get
it off your desk and on to somebody else’s desk. You have to get
it on two
hundred
desks and get two
hundred
pairs of
eyes to read it before one goes, “Oh yeah, you know what?
I do want to make this movie with you!” and
that’s a lot of
phone calls to make and a lot hustle that I really want someone else
to do and of course
there is no one else to do it. So
things end up in my drawer but
I have been thinking a lot lately about
getting back on that train
and trying to get that going.
”
I
asked Peter if there was anything that he preferred doing. “No is
the very short answer,” he said. “To me it’s all part of the
same job. For me, I’m like a conduit that sits at the center
of
this paradigm - I’m at the
sort of middle of this line I guess
where I want to express myself through this kind of performance type
creativity. That usually manifests as acting in some way. It
usually manifests as saying the words that
have been written for me
and produced for me. To me it’s sort of just extending the lens
backwards. It’s like I’m
sort of standing in the middle and if I want to do writing or
producing that’s kind of
behind me, and if I want to act that’s
sort of all out in front of me. It’s
all kind of on the same line. If I want to say certain things that
no one else is writing
well then I have to write them. In all, I
will make this anecdotal – it all comes out of my training doing
sketch comedy years ago, where there’s really only one rule in
comedy which is that if they laugh it’s
funny and that’s it. If
they don’t laugh there’s something wrong. I always view in
comedy creation that
there really are only a couple of things that
can go wrong. One is if you’re standing up on the stage and
they’re not laughing at a joke that you’re absolutely convinced
is hilarious, then you’re doing something wrong as an actor and
you’re not presenting that joke to them in the most hilarious way.
However if you’re standing on the stage and you know that you’re
presenting it to them in the most hilarious way it’s just that
they’re not on board with the idea, then that problem is with the
writing. In either case you’re going back to the drawing board –
you’re going back to the rehearsal room or the writing table, one
way or the other and trying to recreate either the context in the
writing so that the audience understands where you are when you get
to that perfect piece of performance or you recreate how you approach
the writing as an actor. So you’re constantly manipulating these
two sort of twins of the creative process. So for me it’s always
been that connected, it’s always been that sense of well, if I
write it like this then I can say it like that, and I’d like to say
it like this but it isn’t written like that. I often find that my
hands are a bit more tied when I’m performing someone else’s
words because I feel less inclined to change them because they’re
not my words.
And then producing is just sort of the
necessary evil that comes along with that.
As I said about the
scripts, there’s no one else that’s going to do the hustle for
you.
“So,
if you really believe in a thing and
you want to make it happen, and
a few times that’s just fallen to me and there’s no one else to
do it, you sort of find yourself at this momentum thinking well, it’s
either all going to come crashing down at
my feet or I can pick it
up and get walking.
”
I
asked him about a project that he had put up on the website
'Fanbuilt' called 'Tapeworm and Hovercraft'. “A
friend of mine and I use to laugh about the idea of making this
cartoon called
Hovercraft and Tapeworm, about a hovercraft and a
tapeworm who were an unlikely set of friends. For
whatever reason
it was such an absurd combination it just made us laugh. So,
with Lee Tockar’s
excellent idea at Fanbuilt I just thought, well why not throw it on
Fanbuilt and see what comes back and
see if people respond to it?
And
so far I’ve got a number of people who’ve put character designs
out, a lot
of people who are interested in voicing characters should
that opportunity ever present itself – it’s sort
of the last
step of course.
“Then
there’s a couple of emails that say things like, ‘The world is
not ready for
the inside of your mind, Mr. New’,” he
laughed, “which I’ve
heard before. Actually
I hear that sung quite a bit in my life
but I just keep pushing
through anyway.
”
A
MESSAGE FOR THE BRONIES
As
we began to wrap up our conversation, I made mention of the
beneficial aspects of My Little Pony, but that some people thought of
the idea of grown men watching it rather silly.
“My
response to that is, if my friends were saying to me well listen, why
do you like that show?
Don’t
you think it’s a bit silly? Well I would say yeah, it is. So?”
“Life
can be
silly,” I said.
“Life
is usually very silly,” he
laughed. “It’s
pretty ridiculous.
Why judge it? What is your problem with it that
you who haven’t seen it need to judge it? That I think
is
a big question. Are you so concerned with being tough or concerned
with being whatever? I think it’s
marvelous – the gender
expectations are being shifted by this thing. It’s a huge impact
that this show is
having on our society right now and I think it’s
remarkable and wonderful. It’s almost entirely positive.
Pictured: life
Later
he said, “I don’t
think gender roles need to be defined in the same way that they use
to be. I think equality makes far more sense. It certainly makes
far more sense in our era. So I think well, why not simply react to
what you like?”
“I
like to take the view that, something the scientist Carl Sagan said,
we as conscious creatures are the universe’s way of knowing itself.
I think that’s quite a marvelous notion because it opens us up to
do different and conflicting notions and yet it’s all a way of
discovering. We’re just the universe, we’re just trying to
figure it out, trying
to figure out what we are and where we are. We are all part of a
one, and I think that’s a powerful idea. We’re not just one with
each other as people but we are one with everything. We just are one
with everything. We don’t need to seek it. It is the base from
which we launch.
”
Perhaps
some find the idea of watching a show about ponies is strange
because, in some sense, we fear breaking away from the traditions
that has defined us as a society. “Why not pursue what
is
interesting instead of being handicapped by notions being passed on
to you from your father’s father’s fathers?” Peter asked.
I
have met many fantastic people on this journey and have made many new
friends. For that I feel very blessed. The basic principles of
being kind – forgiveness, love and tolerance – is strong within
this community, so who am I (or anyone else for that manner) to say
that being a fan of a show that reflects those same morals is wrong
or strange? In the world that we live in, I certainly hope that the
people I interact with will be more like bronies and less inclined to
go Breaking Bad.
As
my new friend Dusty would say, Stay brony my friends.





